Break

Hi Bloggers!

I know my 14 day long absence is one of the signs of being a really bad blogger, but honestly, I just couldn’t get myself to type anything. Also, since it was the last ten days of Ramadan and then Eid, I didn’t have a second to spare. Now you might think that I may have a lot to tell you, but honestly I don’t. I really have nothing going on in my life that is good enough to write about. Although there is something I could write about, but then I’d sound like a whiner, because all I can think of in the past few days is how suffocating and constricting Kuwait is.

I feel trapped. Like someone is suffocating me, closing access to my windpipe. I can literally feel it. I don’t know whats wrong with this place. Literally. I wanna go someplace natural. Someplace where I can see the bright clear, blue sky and taste the sweetness of the river water. Someplace where no one would find me to teach yet again how to act in front of someone, or what to say to someone or what to wear, or what to feel. I swear; people even tell me how to feel! Its frustrating, everyday, plastering the most fakey-genuine smile you’ve got when I want to really do is cry. Yes! I want to cry! I want to cry because its my will! I want to cry because that’s how I feel at the moment, I don’t feel happy. I don’t feel all flowers and rainbows! Don’t they get it????

I think I feel a little better now, writing it out. It was a mistake to stay away from blogging. I think its kinda my therapy. Ha, and I thought breaks left you feeling refreshed, but this one just made me wanna crawl into a hole and die. Ok, maybe not that bad, but you can understand the intensity of how screwed up I feel.

Laters Bloggers x

 

Lifted spirits

Since yesterday I’ve been feeling kinda upset and depressed that my blog view had gone down…I was getting really irritated at every small thing :p but thank god by today evening, everything changed 🙂 I got more views and likes 🙂 this has lifted my spirits a bit so please keep them rolling my fellow bloggers 🙂 I really appreciate your views, likes and comments and I thank you all for making my blog come this far.

Challenge – Day 7/30

What makes you happy?

What makes me happy? Hmm….there are way too many things to put down in a list but here goes…

  1. Flowers- I love flowers, they can brighten even the dullest of days.
  2. Colors- I absolutely cannot bear black and white pictures or anything that isn’t colorful
  3. Photography
  4. My family and friends ❤
  5. Going on long walks along the beach
  6. Collecting shells
  7. Bubbles! I love making bubbles!
  8. Good songs
  9. Re-decorating my room
  10. Making others happy

Challenge – Day 7/30

What makes you happy?

What makes me happy? Hmm….there are way too many things to put down in a list but here goes…

  1. Flowers- I love flowers, they can brighten even the dullest of days.
  2. Colors- I absolutely cannot bear black and white pictures or anything that isn’t colorful
  3. Photography
  4. My family and friends ❤
  5. Going on long walks along the beach
  6. Collecting shells
  7. Bubbles! I love making bubbles!
  8. Good songs
  9. Re-decorating my room
  10. Making others happy