It’s been a while since I saw that smile on your face,
The one that used to reach your eyes
And light ’em up like the 4th of July fireworks.
It seems as though all the reasons why I was the one
Suddenly become the reasons why now, I wasn’t.
Even though you were my happiness
I failed to make myself, yours,
Though you were my world
I couldn’t be farther from yours.
When did the distance become so much?
When did you cringe at the sound of my voice?
When did it become a chore to call me?
I tried but I’m sorry baby, to have pushed you this far.
Some days it seems like you’re better off without me,
Without all the drama I come with,
But most days, I let myself be selfish
Because I know that if you leave,
So would all the warmth and safety leave,
And I’m not ready to live in a cold world without your fire to keep me warm.
There’s only so many tears
that can fall from my eyes
even they’ve run out
since the last time we said goodbye.
I don’t know where we stand
not knowing is making me mad
your name is the only thing I hear
never knew love could make me so sad.
I’m overwhelmed with darkness
without you, my world is bleak.
Don’t you remember?
Those late night calls and meetings?
Those hugs and kisses?
Those sweet whisperings?
To you did they mean nothing?
I still feel your lips on mine
your breath on my neck.
I wear your clothes
still clinging to memories
not ready to let go.
Watching the Finale of Gossip Girl and even though I haven’t watched the whole thing, I already feel like crying. Its gonna end and I’m not ready for it. It was like the best boyfriend I had. Me + Gossip Girl = Love Forever.